a detour to the beginning.

Well its been rough.

it's funny how they all try to seem to be on your side.

it's funny how they think 2 mornings will make all the difference.

it's funny how they make plans for me, when they don't even know my plan.

it's funny how they want me to lead my own life, when im living it for them.

it's funny how they let me make the choice, when they leave me with no choice.

it's funny how it seems like they are sacrificing for me, when im their sacrifice.

it's funny how they say "its for your own good", when its actually to save their asses.

it's funny how they want to protect me from the others, when they are the others.

it's funny how they think by taking it away from me, i will stop thinking about it.

it's funny how they want me to be mature about it, but the more maturely i think, the more immature the whole thing seems to me.

 

This incident opened my eyes. I now know who cares, and who truly cares.